That "URGE"

Everyday, I fight back the urge to text you or talk to you, telling myself that if you wanted to speak to me, YOU WOULD.



I'm just a girl who's afraid to show my feelings to the person I want to be with. I cannot be the first one to tell my feelings because, I'M JUST A GIRL.




Sometimes, I also make efforts to talk to the person that I want to talk to. I don't want to exert too much effort. I give my effort little by little.But, when I can feel that the effort of mine is not that appreciated or has not been paid off, I easily give up.





I know, regardless of our gender, we must exert effort to let the persons we love feel that we love them. But I believe that "effort" has its differences. The effort of men differs from that of the women.