JUSTIFY

Yuck AC, you don't know how to justify?

I'm so sorry. *Laughs.* I didn't know that there's a justify button here in blogspot. My previous posts are not justified. Pardon people. Hihihi.

(I just thought that only school papers are needed to be justified.)

I love the change..

College is now starting its flame. I am two years in College, but it is only now that I can feel its blazing fire.

I love creating blogs, and other stuffs related since my first year college in University of Santo Tomas. I stopped for a while visiting blog websites because I didn't have the luxury of time to do so. I was busy reading newspapers, getting bored in our Hist2 and Eng1 classes, and socializing with people, and I didn't have a laptop with a connection to the internet.

I recently visited my old blog websites, and it came to my surprise that I found my english a "jeje-english." What I was trying to say was that my english was not in my level now. My concepts were shallow, and everything was explicit. Everything seemed on my lower lever. I grew that fast.

In contrast, I am loving my previous and current self because those are what compromise me. I mean, I have improved a lot. I become more confident than before. Now I am in the University of the Philippines Los Baños, I see my current self distant with my previous self. Eventhough they are distant to each other, they are related, and I must not forget the previous me.

A segway, but has a relation to this post:

On this day of your life, Angelica Cassandra, we believe God wants you to know ... that change is the very nature of life, - welcome it.

No glass ever became sand again; No bread ever became wheat; No ripened fruit ever became a flower. Welcome change, and choose what kind of glass you create, what kind of bread you bake, what kind of fruit you harvest.

This came from facebook. What a coincidence. I'm loving the change, but I'm not hating the previous me.

English 1 on paragraphs

I just want to see how my English is improving. Eventually, I started loving English. It became a course out of the burdens. I hope that one day, English will just be a piece of cake for me.

Below is the sample of the essay that I made on my exercise about paragraphs. I was asked to say something about the work art that has a great impact on me.

Art is subjective. The interpretation of a work of art varies on who criticizes it. A work of art may be  offensive or inspiring, but the true meaning of an art will always be on the beholder.

Lady Gaga is one of the artists that I admire, and her work of art that profoundly affects me is Judas. Many people find it offensive, but I find it beautiful. A beautiful work of art for me is full of emotions and conveying reality. My interpretation of the song is that people always or often say the name of god, but they do things against his will. It is true that they love god, but they also love committing sin.

Even though many people are against Lady Gaga, I still admire her. I admire how she express her freedom through the work of art.

I hope that our instructor will like, at least if not love, the essay that I made. I believe that my essay is a college-level essay.

A Normal Day in UP

Quiz in Math17
Us le answering the questions.
And suddenly le brownout came..
Le teacher said to stop answering and go home..
Us still answering le quiz..
With perseverance and great determination, the current le flow again..
and us, "freshies," "dapat pala pinasa na natin ang papel.."
Le lecturer, "Mga freshies nga kayo. Kung nasa upperclass kayo kanina pa kayo nagsipag-uwian.."

Soooo tired..

That's when you turn and said to me, I don't care babe who's right or wrong.. I just don't love you no more..

Kalurkey ang drama..

Hayy.. That's life parang buhay. Bakit ganun? Tagal tagal ko ng umaasa, wala paring sagot. Tagal tagal kong naghihintay.. Tagal tagal kong tinitiis ang kaba.. Tagal tagal kong hindi makapagsaya dahil iniisip kita, dahil sa kaba sa puso ko.. Hayy.

I'm so tired training for that TOAG event.. I will just perform a dance number with Paci Rhutmos. It's very hard to wait.. Especially when you are very eager to know the results.. Because that RESULT can affect the future.

One thing is for sure.. If I didn't pass in UPLB, I will be extremely sad. I cannot achieve the freedom that I want- from head to foot, from skin to heart..

If I pass UPLB, I can continue my Math life. i can pursue my goals and wants in life. I can have my own hairstyle. I can buy my preferred clothes. I can show the others my talent. I can continue my dancing or music career. I can learn to the fullest the Hangul. I can be the new me.. But if I will not pass... all my plans will be gone. So I hope.. I will pass UPLB.. So that I can say that I finally achieved my dream! :)

Let's forever studdddddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Forever na akong mag-aaral. Pagkatapos kong magChemical Engineering, magboboard exam, ipapasa at magtatrabaho. Pag nakaipon, bibili ng bahay, magpapayaman. Mag-aaral muli, ng iba pang course, pwede BA Psych, BA Philo, or whatsoever. Tapos magmamasteral, magkakaron ako ng mga part time jobs. Pagkatapos, magdodoctorate, gagawa ng libro, I will inspire others. I will distract myself by forever studying. I will go to the places I want. I will not be contented in life. I will forever gain knowledge. Bakit ko gagawin 'to? Kasi wala na yung taong gusto ko, may iba na. Siya lang ang gusto ko e. Wala ng iba. Kaso I can't have him, 'cause his happy with someone else. Siya lang ang lalake sa buhay ko (Of course next to my guy relatives lang).

Tomorrow, January 31, 2012

Tomorrow will be the first time in my college life to join the Math Challenge. And of course, it gets a lot more of a challenge because I will be competing again with my ultimate crush. OMG, I want to share to you something. Last February 1, 2011, We compete against each other in the annual CHEMAPHY challenge. It's so an OMZhee. Why? January 31 is close to February 1, and why oh why? Hahahaha! What an incident? :O

Good Luck for me for tomorrow and may the best of cognition come to me. Toodles!